Dear fellow budgeters (or any other teachers up at 5 am on Winter break...seriously.),
I found myself lying awake at 3:00 this morning thinking of my budget. Like it's completely taken over my life. I find myself reading blogs on budgets, looking at people's budgets online, reading all the Dave Ramsey that I can lay my hands on and suddenly, I realized something.
I am going to overcome my debt. I always do.
So, I took a deep breath and finally got up, at 5 a.m., to drink a cup of coffee and post in my blog. My dog, Byron, lays sleepily in his doggie bed beside me as I type away and the more I type, the better I feel.
Maybe this blog isn't so much to share all the good or not so good advice that I actually find, but to ease the worry that surrounds my heart and also to ease my freakish need to control everything (probably that is what makes me a good teacher) and just breathe. Breathe.
BREATHE.
I do want to share the first big step I have taken so far though! I have read a ton about Dave Ramsey's famous envelope system--while I love and hate it, I am beginning to see the sense in it. You see, I am a credit card user. I like to swipe the cards. I get joy out of knowing that I can pay for things, it makes me happy. What I foolishly forget, is that hello, I really DO have to pay for all of these things. I am also a crazy emotional shopper-so any emotion that might hit me, happy, sad, glad, makes me want to shop it out-which can really be problematic when said person teaches lots of small, very emotional little people.
Anyways, the envelope system. My first step in controlling my money and making it work for me is actually using the envelope system. I am using a slightly modified version as I do pay all of my bills online. I have envelopes for Groceries, Gas and Misc (all else, including fun) and I am taking out between $100 and $200 each paycheck-I get paid bi-weekly, so twice a month. The amount is specified in the budget for that two week period, it's easier for me than planning out an entire month (WAY too overwhelming). Then I put that money into the designated envelopes for spending. That's it. I don't get to use my card if I think I "need" something else, I only have what I have budgeted out.
It's a good plan. I'm so nervous! I've never actually just paid for things with cash-since I have been out of college, I have always used my debit card. Crazy.
I am also converting all of my bills to automatic payments with a credit card that I earn lots of good points on. Then I make the payments to the credit card each month instead of the company, they get paid and I get to earn free gift cards to places like Target and Meijer, where I can buy things I actually "need" like shampoo, food and other things. It FEELS smarter some how.
So, the journey has begun. I feel like I need luck but really, all I need is some determination and perseverance, even when budgeting really sucks (like when my friends all go to the movies and dinner and I stay home), knowing that the end goal is peace of mind and stability.
Best,
Lindsey